TOKI WO TOMETE......

Toki wo tomete, or we know it as please stop the time…… The last single that dbsk released, never had a chance to perform it as the whole 5, but I believe they would sing it with the harmony of the 5 syllabi, it just a matter of time  Like the song, I want to stop the time too. Freeze in my own world and never get out of my sanctuary. I want to stop the time, where all I feel just pure happiness of a fan to my idols, Worried nothing about the lawsuit. I want to stop the time, when my tears never fall just because I had a glimpse of their news, when I never cry just remembered their happy memories and smile joyfully instead. :’) I want to stop the time, when all I know just dbsk and Cassiopeia as big family not holy shinki or Orion bashing each other, When there was never who the right or who the wrong side. I want to stop the time, when I just a little innocent girl who know nothing but the faith for the five of them, pretending that everything alright and life in my own safe world. If I can, but I know everything just my imaginary and life’s still go on. I still keep the faith and pray for them. Whatever choice they made I will always support them. It hurt to saw their tears and hurt even further when they fake smile. But I still keep the faith until the end 

Love Message from Miss_Sanzo for "YOU" Cassiopeia

you yes you you who fall in love with their faces you who fall in love with their dances you who fall in love with their songs you who fall in love with their bond you who fall in love with them you who laugh at oyagi gags you don’t even understand you who think that the leader is so cool and compose you who close your eyes at the sound of the lead singer’s voice you who enjoy seeing the youngest terrorizing his hyungs you who worry at the sight of the pale sick crybaby you who make banners late at night you who memorize songs in language you don’t even speak you who scream at the sight of them you who chant their name while holding the red balloons you who brim with pride seeing the red oceans you who borrow parents’ credit card to buy their album you who paste their posters on the wall you who smile at videos of them in variety shows you who vote for them more than once in every nomination you who spend hours watching fancams and wish you were there you who stare blankly at the night sky at the news you who keep denying that this is happening you who shut yourself in your room for days you who dream horrible nightmares when you close your eyes you who feel that your heart is tearing apart you who fight with strangers online because you hate the misunderstanding you who create a twitter account just so you can say ‘hwaiting’ you who re-watch their old videos while smiling to yourself you who still cry at ‘proud’ no matter how many times you watch it you who believe that nine years mean a great deal you who hurt because they are hurt you who are breaking apart but keep on gluing the heart you who know your faith are thinning but you don’t want to let go you who still hold on and always keep the faith you who never grow tired of waiting you who love them for ten thousand reasons you who love them exceptionally you who love them without even knowing why you who love them with no turning back you who love them as they are you who love the number 5 you who always wish to see them together you who always pray for them you who stand for them till the end you who hold red glow stick you who never doubt you who wait you who never give up you who believe you who love you who love kim jaejoong you who love park yoochun you who love shim changmin you who love kim junsu you who love jung Yunho you who love hero you who love micky you who love max you who love xiah you who love u-know you who love dong bang shin ki you who love tohoshinki you who love the gods of the east you who love JYJ+HOMIN you who love J+Y+J+H+M you who cry in the middle of the night or so early in the morning or even at random times just at the mention of their names, you who hurt so much but know they hurt much more, you who want to give up but keep on coming back, you who keep on shouting ‘hwaiting, gambatte, be strong’ despite your own tears, thank you because of you i am holding on too

I want all of u read this cassie's..n u can share this to another cassie's, but remember to take this note with full credits,,, On Tuesday 4th January 2011, @neenini said: Don’t we have to be strong , Cassiopeia ? If it’s JYJ… If’s HoMin… Who cares ? What does SM want now ? They want Cassiopeia to fight with each other so TVXQ will not have anything left. HoMin had a very, very few works for a year. They weren’t appeared on television or radio at all and SM has just brought them out. Because of what ? It is because SM know exactly that although HoMin don’t litigate in case but their hearts belong to the other 3 members. Please remember this Cassiopeia. HoMin are still under SM so they don’t have a right to do anything. We don’t know what is the real story. We don’t know how it is behind the scene. We don’t know what Jaejoong ,Yoochun,Changmin,Yunho and Junsu had to go through. We don’t know what will happen in the future. We never know. But there are many things we exactly know. We know Kim Jaejoong loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia. We know Jung Yunho loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia. We know Chim Changmin loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia. We know Kim Junsu loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia. We know Park Yoochun loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia. We know Dong Bang Shin Ki loves Cassiopeia. We know there was a time Yunho leaned on Jaejoong’s shoulder to cry..just because he didn’t want other members to see his weakness. We know there was a time Yoochun wrote a message and hid it behind the little prince’s computer named Chim Changmin. We know there was a time Jung Yunho carried Junsu’s unconscious body on his back to the hospital. We know there was a time Jaejoong looked at Yoochun all the time when he found out a few minutes before the show that Yoochun was sick . We know there was a time Yunho looked after Junsu all night when Junsu was sick. We know there was a time Jaejoong dancing with tears on his face when Yunho was poisoned. We know there was a time Jaejoong’s face was badly pale when he saw our leader collapsed as he drunk a glass of orange juice. We know there was a time Junsu picked up the wallet for Yunho and Jaejoong had to pick up the wallet for Junsu because Junsu forgot his own. We know there was a time Junsu cried behind Yunho’s back. We know there was a time Yunho protected Junsu by his strong back. We know there was a time when finished concert our leader cried with delight with Jaejoong. We know there was a time Yoochun cried because of the rumour that Jaejoong would be dismissed from TVXQ. We know there was a time Yunho said ‘Without our fans,we'd be nothing.' We know there was a time Yunho said ‘TVXQ is just like a family,a home.No matter how far we're separated,we'll come back together one day.' We know there was a time Changmin said ‘Whatever the five of us go through, together we can get through it without any fear. We know there was a time Yunho said ‘Even until the time for us to go our own separate ways,the name TVXQ will not disappear. Each member is still TVXQ. We know there was a time Junsu said ‘ If Jaejoong is sick, it is as if TVXQ’s leg is sick, and if Changmin is sick, that means TVXQ’s arm is sick. We know there was a time Yoochun said ‘If our friendship could last forever, I don’t need anything else. ‘ We know there was a time Junsu said ‘Cassiopeia… who wait for us wherever we go and always give us an unwavering love… You are the reason why TVXQ exists.' We know there was a time Yunho said ‘No matter how far we’re separated, we’ll come back together one day. ‘ We know there was a time Yoochun and Changmin said ‘Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ.' We know there was a time Junsu said ‘If one of the members leaves the team, I will not stay in TVXQ anymore. ‘ We know there was a time Yoochun said ‘Our support for them (HoMin) will never change.' We know there was a time Jaejoong said ‘Yunho and Changmin frequently appeared in our dreams ‘ We know there was a time JYJ members said ‘it will take time but definitely they will be ONE again. We know there was a time Yunho sacrificed his bed for Jaejoong. We know there was a time Changmin had only one wish that Jaejoong recovered as normal. We know there was a time Changmin sang high vocal to help Yoochun when he had an asthma attack. We know there was a time Jung Yunho protected everything about Dong Bang Shin Ki. We know there was a time Park Yoochun sacrificed everything flying from the USA to be Dong Bang Shin Ki. We know there was a time Kim Jaejoong did everything to be Dong Bang Shin Ki. We know there was a time Kim Junsu tried his hardest to be Dong Bang Shin Ki. We know there was a time Chim Changmin endured everything to be Dong Bang Shin Ki. We know there were many times Dong Bang Shin Ki told us to wait for them. We know there were many times Yunho said ‘they loved us so much. We know there were many times Dong Bang Shin Ki said they were so sorry for making Cassiopeia waiting for them. We know there were many times Jaejoong always said that ‘Could you wait for us,please ?' We know there were many times Yoochun cried for Cassiopeia. We know there were many times Junsu gave angel’s smile to us. We know there were many times Changmin bowed very low to thank for us. We know there were many times Changmin said seriously ’They loved us.’. We know there were many times they promise to us through the song. We know there were many times they were proud of Cassiopeia. We know there were many times they protected cassiopeia. We know there were many times they relied on us. We know there were many times they trusted in us. We know there were many times they saw only us. We know there were many times they needed us. We know there will be a million times they say to us “ Thank you… sorry… I love you” We know there will be a million times we say to them “I’ll wait…don’t cry..I love you’” We know how close to each other Dong Bang Shin Ki is. We know there are a million things that didn’t typed down. We know there are much more harder things …but they never say. We know at this time… at this moment… they cannot do anything. If there are people who leave, there are also people who stay. We don't need to be 800,000 to be happy... [ cr:tohosomnia] How much we hurt cannot compare to them. If we start to fight with each other… then SM’s plan is succeeded. ‘Always keep the faith’ don’t say this if it’s not come from your heart. Cassiopeia always be one and be here for Tong fVang Xien Qi. No matter what happens , we have to be here for them. Promise me …. Please, with your heart. P.S.[1] for those who support JYJ but don’t support HoMin or support HoMin but don’t support JYJ do not called yourselves ‘Cassiopeia’ because Cassiopeia love five of our boys as equal. P.S.[2] I wrote this article about a few months ago..and just translated it in English .I’ve never thought I have to translate it in English before but after that thing happens .. I have to. -Please spread this article as much as you can. -Translate it in your own language it you can P.S.[3] I translated it hurrily so sorry for my bad English. And last.. I spent 3 hours writing and typing this so don’t make it wastes my studying time [Changmin will scold me ^^ hahahahaha ! ] credit ; a cassiopeia [I wrote this by assembled from many sources , so sorry for some missing credits.]

woman......

1. Bila seorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak meneteskan airmata,itu berarti dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya. 2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu setelah kamu menyakiti hatinya,lebih baik kamu beri dia waktu untuk menenangkan hatinya sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf. 3. Wanita sulit untuk mencari sesuatu yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (karena itu banyak wanita yang patah hati bila hubungannya putus di tengah jalan). 4. Jika sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan seorang lelaki,lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di pikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang dengan lelaki lain. 5. Bila lelaki yang dia cintai merenung tajam ke dalam matanya,dia akan cair seperti coklat!! 6. Wanita memang menyukai pujian tetapi selalu tidak tahu cara menerima pujian. 7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang menyukai kamu setengah mati,tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan kasar karena ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia telah membuat keputusan,dia akan melakukan apa saja. 8. Jika seorang gadis sedang menjauhkan diri darimu setelah kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Jika kamu masih ingin menganggap dia seorang kawan,cobalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan. 9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Musik,puisi,lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka. 10.Jangan sesekali beritahu kepada perempuan tentang apa yang membuat mereka langsung merasa tak berguna. 11.Bersikap terlalu serius bisa mematikan mood wanita. 12.Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya sedang diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telepon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebenarnya dia akan berteriak senang dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua teman-temannya akan tahu berita tersebut. 13.Sebuah senyuman memberi seribu arti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyum sembarangan kepada wanita. 14.Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita, mulailah dengan persahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalmu lebih dalam. 15.Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia karena dia memang tak berminat denganmu. 16.Tetapi jika dalam waktu yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya. 17.Jangan sesekali menebak apa yang dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!! 18.Setelah sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering bertanya-tanya mengapa aku tak bertemu lelaki ini lebih awal. 19.Kalau kamu masih mencari-cari cara yang paling romantis untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,bacalah buku-buku cinta. 20.Bila setiap kali melihat foto bersama,yang pertama dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya,kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri. 21.Mantan pacarnya akan selalu ada di pikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa di hatinya!! 22.Satu ucapan ‘Hi’ saja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya. 23.Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui. 24.Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata untuk menggaet kawan mereka yang paling cantik. 25.Cinta berarti kesetiaan, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa syarat. 26.Semua wanita menginginkan seorang lelaki yang dicintainya dengan sepenuh hati.. 27.Senjata wanita adalah airmata!! 28.Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya memberi surprise buatnya (hadiah, bunga atau sekadar kata-kata romantis).Mereka akan terharu dan merasakan bahwa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.Dengan ini dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu. 29.Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang perhatian padanya dan baik terhadapnya.So,kalau mau memikat wanita pandai-pandailah.. 30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerena apa yang dia mau hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.

Romaji
nun teugodo neol baraboji mothae
jichin chueoke heuryojin neoui mameul nan chatji mothae
manhi ulgo jichyeo deo isang mothae
saenggakhaedo neoreul bomyeon gwaenchaneul got gata
jikyeo jugo sipho neoui jalmotdwin nappeun boreutdeul kkajido
himdeun nal utge mandeuneun geoya
jom himdeulgetjiman neol saranghae rago maldo halgeoya
meonjeo nae phume oneun nal kkaji
utji mothae useodo gieok mothae
oneul harudo kkumcheoreom nunteumyeon sarajil got gateun
neol bogodo gyeothae obneun got gata
pyeohyeoni seothureun gabwa neol saranghagien
jikyeo jugo sipheo neoui jalmotdwin nappeun beoreutdeul kkajido
himdeun nal utge mandeuneun geoya
jom himdeulgetjiman neol saranghae rago maldo halgeoya
meonjeo nae phume oneun nal kkaji
hokshi dareun ongireul chatja
naege tteonaga haengbokhae halgeoni
geuraedo neol bonael su eobseo
baby jukgiboda deo apeultaende
naega neol saranghae dareun nugudo ani ne aphe itjanha
naega ni soneul jabgo itjanha
nugungaui pheume julsu obseo aesseo utgo itjanha
bonael su obseo haneun mameul wae

Korean
눈뜨고도 널 바라보지 못해 지친 추억에 흐려진 너의 맘을 난 찾지 못해
많이 울고 지쳐 더 이상 못해 생각해도 너를 보면 괜찮을 것 같아
지켜주고 싶어 너의 잘못된 나쁜 버릇들까지도 힘든 날 웃게 만드는거야
좀 힘들겠지만 널 사랑해 라고 말도 할거야 먼저 내 품에 오는 날까지
웃지 못해 웃어도 기억 못해 오늘 하루도 꿈처럼 눈뜨면 사라질 것 같은
널보고도 곁에 없는 것 같아 표현이 서투른가봐 널 사랑하기엔
지켜주고 싶어 너의 잘못된 나쁜 버릇들까지도 힘든 날 웃게 만드는거야
좀 힘들겠지만 널 사랑해 라고 말도 할거야 먼저 내 품에 오는 날까지
혹시 다른 온기를 찾아 내게 떠나가 행복해 할거니
그래도 널 보낼 수 없어 baby 죽기보다 더 아플 텐데
내가 널 사랑해.. 다른 누구도 아니 네 앞에 있잖아
내가 니 손을 잡고 있잖아
누군가의 품에 줄 수 없어 애써 웃고 있잖아 보낼 수 없어하는 맘을 왜

Translation
I can’t look at you even when I have my eyes open
I can’t find your heart which has become cloudy amongst the worn out memories
I can’t do more because I’m tied and cried too much
No matter how much I think, I think I’ll be okay when if I see you
I want to protect you… even your bad habits make me smile when I’m tired
Although it may be difficult, I’m going to say that I love you until the day you first come into my arms
I can’t smile, I can’t remember even when I smile
today also feels like it may disappear like a dream when I open my eyes
Even when I see you, I feel like you aren’t with me
I guess I’m still awkward at expressing my feelings… to love you
I want to protect you… even your bad habits make me smile when I’m tired
Although it may be difficult, I’m going to say that I love you until the day you first come into my arms
Will you become happy when you leave me to find a different warmth?
Even so I can’t let you go baby
It’s going to hurt even more than dying
I love you.. more than anyone… no, I’m next to you
I’m holding your hand
I can’t give you to anyone else’s arms
my heart cannot let you go…why

just some random though

there's one thing that i regret the most, why can't i become cassiopeia from the start??
but other than that i feel so blessed for become part of cassiopeia family :D

every time i saw the most new picture of them, i would giggles >///< sometimes screaming with joy, omg!!!! i even remember once i run to my mom just to show her my new dbsk picture and kissed the picture several times :)

i start to like yunjae*no bashing please* i love them being together.... i know that in my place their relantionship is taboo, heck even my friends doesn't agree with me... but hey it's what i believe and yunjae is the first couple that made me become open mind people, thanks a lot to them :)

when the lawsuit become more serious case and dbsk being separate, i felt the way all cassiopeia in the world felt...... sadness,sorrow,anger mix become one. then jaejoong, yoochun ang junsu made JYJ and yunho and changmin made HOMIN. i'm ok with that at firs but still avoiding all their song, not because i hate it... but because hearing their voice 3 nor 2 always bring tears to my eyes, it's like there's something missing, there are this hollow felt in my chest and it was hurt :') after so long i start to search JYJ most sadness song "W", i cried 2 hours nonstop, i don't know if other cassie cried like me too or i'm just being crybaby.... but you know... the lyric, and the most sadness part was when yoochun singing his part "we love you both",*i cried when i write this* it's made me trembling and imagination how was homin reaction when they saw this performa, were they felt sad?? or angry?? or didn't care for whatever related to JYJ?? i don't know :'( sometimes i pretend that everything is ok, dbsk still together as 5, heck even i refuse to acknowledge jyj nor homin news, but along with time... i try to accept the reallyti and just can hope the best for them, i wish they can become together being 5 like before, true, heck every cassie wish that. but whatever they choice i,no i think all cassiopeia too would always support them and always keep the faith for them.

no bashing please... it's just what i felt and i write it because i want to share what i felt with everyone :)

W
Romaji

Yozorani ukanda hoshiga mojiwo egaki dasunoha
Guuzen janaito imamo mada shinjiteruyo
Onaji yamino nakade onaji kyorino mamade
Daburu wo egaki tsuduketeiru
Kimini mitsukaruyouni motto kagayaku kara
Keep in mind that I love you.
kitto
Itsuka aerukara mewo tojiru tabi kimiwo omou you’re everything
Kimiga irukotoga imamo mada atarimae nandayo
Tada imaha kimiga shiawasedearuto negai
Bokurano kaidanwo hitotsuhitotsu nobotte ikuyo
Bokuraha mada bokurano miraiwo souzou shinagara
kimiwo matteruyo
Kitto
Itsuka aerukara mewo tojiru tabi kimiwo omou you’re everything
Kimiga irukotoga imamo mada atarimae nandayo
Itsuka aerumade kimino ibashha mamotteruyo
Kimito mouichido waraeruto shinjiterukara
You’re my love Please hold on
Tokiga nagaretemo donna itamiga matte itemo
Kimiha itsumademo boku tachino puraidu nandayo
Yozorani ukanda hoshini kimiga tsubuyaitanoha
Sayonara janaito imamomada shinjiteruyo
Onaji sorano shitade onaji yumewo egaki
Daburu wo sagashi tsuduketeiru
Onaji katachinomama zutto kagayaku kara
keep in mind that I love you.
aitakute aitakute
aitakute aitakute
aitakute aitakute
aitakute aitakute aitakute
kitto
Itsuka aerukara mewo tojiru tabi kimiwo omou you’re everything
Kimiga irukotoga imamo mada atarimae nandayo
Itsuka aerumade kimino ibashoha mamotteruyo
Kimito mouichido waraeruto shinjite irukara



Translation

The letters that the stars created in the night sky
I still believe that it is not just by chance
In the same darkness, in the same distance
We are painting the W in the same way
We will shine more and more so that you can find us
Keep in mind that I love you.
I wish…
Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We can only wish that you are happy
We will climb our stairs one by one
We are still waiting for you, imagining our future
I wish..
Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close our my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We will keep your place here, until the day we can meet again
We believe that we can laugh together with you once again
You’re my love Please hold on
Even when the days pass by, and that there may be pains
You are always our “PRIDE”
The words that you murmured to the stars shining in the nightsky
We still believe that it is not “Good bye”
Under the same sky, dreaming the same dream
We are still searching for the W
We will always shine in the same shape
keep in mind that I love you.
I want to see you, see you
I want to see you, see you
I want to see you, see you
I want to see you, see you, see you
I wish…
Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We will keep your place here, until the day we can meet again
We believe that we can laugh together with you once again